She was complaining about the dowry system.According to her, " that f****r is trying to buy me.He wants a good girl or just money? " .OK,your man should be handsome and well-bulit.."ya..somewhat ,should not be bad" she said." "And should have a good job and from a good family background. " she added. In fact she wants everything..and she is not ready to marry one having a job but from somewhat bad financial background ....and she complaints abt the dowry system.She will marry a rich guy only and at the same time so worried abt the system ? If dowry exists,poor girls would suffer . hey...excuse me...I don't understand...everywhere  some double standard is there.She just want others to have a peek at her well-endowed breasts and at the same time she would say ''he's somewhat crooked,phoney". " we are quite normal..Even I do look and u can be proud of that...that u have got something to have a look at !" .I dont know my reply was offensive.

I lost one friend today !!! (not my fault)

Sometimes I surprise myself !  I was seeing this girl everyday in my office cab and sometimes in lift.She was so beautiful..I can't express ..what to say...drop-dead gorgeouse ..in my eyes.I showed this lady to one of my close friend..and according to him she was just any other ordinary girl..

Whatever...I decided to meet her.One fine day ,I just said "Hi" to her in caffetarea .She was so good to me and wished me back.I just asked her name and location.She was so friendly and even asked about me.I thought I just made a fine beginning...During the end of that talk..I just asked "are u staying with friends here " and she told " No ..with my husband ".We are seeing a lot of good-looking girls everyday and we never attracted to everyone.rgt ?I remember one of my friend he used to say " he falls in love with all beautiful girls at first sight ".

For me ,it won't  work out anyway. Now we talk each other and ask  "how are you ".

I just made one more friend. 

Today we(my team) just went out for having  lunch.I was somewhat silent during the lunch time ,the topics were not so that familiar to me...so I just listened to them.Shailaja and Sowmya ,they are the only 2 girls in the team were so happy and both of them were in their new wardrobe .Today was a special day here ,a festival day.Sowmya was in her new Sari and really looked well.I had told her always that she looks great in Sari than any other dressings.

I was just thinking about the job I have now.Being in the IT field gives me enough money,otherwise what would  I 'v been doing ? Thanks to my Parents ,for they educated me well out of their nothings and must be proud of me now .Still I remember the moment that the interviewer (She....I will find her out here and will make a friend of mine soon) was telling "You have beeen selected" .I couldn't believe and again I asked "really?" and she  nodded with a smile.  

Whatever ......I am just going to complete one year in this firm .Why should I write all these? I dont know.These are my silly nothings......